Tuesday, January 04, 2005
how should i start this entry?
oh yeah. the time. the time.
9 40pm. jus finished dinner.
okie peeps. let me calm down a lil. i need to straighten out ma thoughts. organise them. collect them back.
since sun till today, tue, i was in da hands of this really really awesome girl. things happened and stuffs.
yeah. im not afraid to announce this on my blog. this is still my fucking blog.
im attached.
to this sweet angel of mine.
yes.
my angel has a name.
pretty name too.
Wendy Tow. =)
remember that i always mentioned bout this particular girl who melts ma heart and all?
she's the culprit.
all along.
she's the one causing butterfiles in my stomach whenever i see her.
causing my heartbeat to beat twice faster than usual whenever i chance upon her.
causing me to hold my breath when she passes by with her frens.
remember how i used to say i onli can admire at her from afar?
appreciating god for letting me know such a wonderful and beautiful girl.
and how i prayed hard everyday.
that she would look at me, and smile.
bringing all smiles to my day.
how i used to take notice of her so much.
wat she wears.
hows her hair.
how she walks.
she always look so fine to me.
elegant.
classy.
yet.
there's something bout her i cant seem to quite place it rite.
i think its amazing.
i really think its amazing.
the moments in the past.
when i msged her.
anticipating when will be her next msg to come.
and how i jumped up in joy.
when her msg arrives. thought its a couple of lines.
im contended already.
how i used to know.
from mon to fri.
wat time and when will i bump into her.
all those lil moments of waiting.
jus to catch a glimspe of her.
and how i rushes off to tell janice and manda bout it.
how i acted cool and all.
if i seen her up ahead with her frens.
pretending not to see her and hope she sees me.
and walked past along with that "cool" act.
no more.
no more of all these.
no more of that.
no neither. na na.
cos.
she's mine to keep.
i know ure reading this baby.
u know i love u.
my heart goes out to u.
urs truly.
yes ppl im expressing my affection here on my blog. my fucking blog. i see no wrong.
.*/ feeling all loved and loving her at the same time. my baby wen. this entry's dedicated to ya. =) my truly.
i sk8ed || 1/04/2005 09:39:00 PM
