am i fading away from reality? am i crawling away from what's real behind the screen? am i running away from what's not and what's is? am i telling lies, portraying them out on the table? i lost my head. there goes my thoughts. i couldn't keep my promises it seems. i couldn't abide to what i stated. i am not who i used to be anymore. did i lose my identify? that petrifies the depth of my guilt. staind my once pure spirit. i told the angels. i spoke the devil. they agreed. i exudes the smell of corruption. i'll be just fine. pretending im not.
why does is always have to be two ways?
good or bad. your take.
right or left. your path.
decisive or indecisive. your call.
yes or no. a simple answer
rational or irrational. u think.
true or false. you judge.
real or fake. you decipher.
one face or two face. your character.
everyone is made of a character. pieced together a personality. smeared with blood of sins. given the gift of speech. the ability to hear. the sight to seek the instinct to smell out. the touch to feel.
yet. we misued it.
Production is where you'll see the worst of people. - Patrick Cheung. 2005 (C) how about situations in everyday lives? does it really mean to stand on whichever side is righteous and strong? when situations turns a ugly sight. people tends to seek the right side. the side that doesnt get blamed on. the side that is not a burden. the side that gets to point fingers. the side that assumes the rights. its hard to say. that who's wrong. because no one wants to. play the devil. everyone seeks to purify themselves. the thing is. nobody's no sinner.
there's always two sides of a story. do u listen to one side and judge? i guess not. assumption is unhealty. yet everyone is doing it. and claimed they leads a healthy lifestyle. perception is first impression's downfall. yet everyone is giving first impressions. be it good or bad.
we perceive our way of life. our right and wrong. but who perceive us?
i think its time i pick myself up and come back. i need to. unfinished businesses. promises to fulfil.
