damm shagged feeling now. went sentosa on sat morning. got back had GM. my decision? stay on in alumni. its jus this feeling i cant let go. the passion, the whole family thing. there's where i feel peace and comfort in. where my roots and discipline came from. how can u abandon ur place of nirvana? okie wrong choice of word. but still. i love u.
met up with da crew at nite to go rav. not really great choice of place. but its still a club. place to drink, dancefloor, Dj, lights and people. the place was filling in like 11 plus onwards. so me and da crew got drinks at nearby 7-11 to get high 1st. our usual practice to do so. and damm syed couldn't get in. why? cos he showed his damm own ic! which is like 17? dude! next time tell us u cant get a friggin ic and we'll help u! anyway. khid and his fren came along and joined us. freaking packed! its was a not sight to be seen. guy ass against some guy's ass. thats how packed it is. sweat shirts, limps. practically everyone's trying to outdance one another! the hell is their problem?
one more thing, space constaint. fuck man. the platform is jus another place to dance? aight, maybe u reign over other for a while. but dudes! not at the expense of wanting to grind other babes yo! so fucking despo man. why are guys trying so hard to bang girls on the dancefloor? for the salvation of their dickys getting a erection? or feeling ur dick against the butt makes u jack off? dudes! that aint how it work man! respect da ladies on da dancefloor man! dirty dancing's aight, not desperate dancing! and i aint yo best frens man! fuck! i was on the platform with wendy. these 2 guys seemingly want to grind/bang these 2 other girls on there. so they suddenly hopped on. and guess wat? 1 of them actually put his arms ard me. fuck u biatch. do i look like ur best fren? im punching the one who do it to me next time.
seriously. goin to clubbing and all these while. i've really see how all those single guys react and stare at girls in clubs. be it those in tank tops, short skirts, glam ones, pretty ones. whatever. it really shows how shallow and desperate they can get to actually get a chance to jus GRIND & BANG them on the dancefloor. throwing themselves at the girls though the girls either want/don want them to. its really downgrading the image of guys here locally. lust and desperation can drive people to do regrettable things.
