Tuesday, January 17, 2006
1 44 am.
ever been in a reflective state of mind?
i just hit one.
a major one.
enlightened by a hell lot of things.
like a jammed up junction in a traffic freed up.
in that moment.
that bittersweet feeling swept over me.
crashing me like a killer wave.
the bitterness of the sweets got to me.
im hit hard like BAMMED.
when you realised what you've missed out on.
and you know that you can't get it back.
everything around you.
looks and sounds like craps.
realised sometimes.
everyone around you matters.
the decision you make.
selfish as it can be.
honest as it can be.
noble as it can be.
everything considers.
and suddenly.
everything comes down on me in one whole package.
it has to go.
im feeling the rights from the wrongs.
im procrastinating the wrongs of the rights.
im deluded from the honesty of my neither.
this novelty was intended, not.
feeling neither.
i sk8ed || 1/17/2006 01:37:00 AM
